Another Sleepless Night

Here I am again, on another sleepless night. I have so much on my mind, mostly it is my kids that I am thinking about. I am very concerned about Kim and her health. She is in for another surgery this coming Thursday. She has the greatest support she could ask for...her husband. If I had been sent out to find a husband for her, I couldn't have found anyone better for her. They have found what each one needed, in each other. If I should die tomorrow, I would not have to worry about her.

I am concerned about Ed moving so far away. I know he is a grown man and is quite capable to take care of himself. And he would probably tell me that very thing. I was hurt deeply, the last time he was over here. He recieved a telephone call from work, and he referred to Jean as Mom, and me as Westover. I try hard to not be offended, but it did not work this time.

I am worried about Terri. They are moving their bar to another location, for a variety of reasons, and both Terri and Nick are both stressed out, and I do not know how to help them. I have learned to trust Nick. There again, Terri and Nick were made for each other.

I have always belived that..... We do not own our children, they are loaned to us by God, and it is up to us to see that they are cared for. The LORD had other plans for my children. Eddies Grandparents raised him, but not because I wanted it that way. My Mom raised Kim, and again it wasn't of my choosing. I got to raise Terri. But they were all raised in a house full of love for them. And I love each of them very much.